stressfuuuuuuuuuuuuuul

Saturday, November 14, 2009
It was almost 2/3 weeks that i felt so numb and stressful. I got my on-campus job as a photographer for our University's newspaper. This job not only has a low payment but also unstable income. Each photo only cost $5 (per event i cover). BUT!..before they paying me, i have to contributing three photos (three events' photos) to this newspaper, after three of them successful publish to newspaper then i able to get pay for my next photo shoot. It is very tough, because some photos might not satisfy their requirement, or the event that i cover has no editor to write about it so it will unable to publishing it. I'm happy and proud to see my photos shoot published on the newspaper. However, it already 3 weeks, i was still haven't pass the 'contributing stage' yet..kind of frustrating.
recently, Popeye fell sick suddenly. I was so worrying her, during the days she was very ill; i can't sleep well at the nighttime because i want to make sure she drinking (rabbit must drink and eat), i also felt pity for her because she unable to groom herself, she really look alike sick people, the hair is messy with sleepy eyes, no appetite. Oh yes, spayed surgery already cost me hundred more. Who knows, her vestibular infections came sudden within 2 weeks. I found out early, even brought her to emergency in the 24 hour vet clinic. (thank to Sarah). The medicine price cost me almost same as her surgery (dammit..). I'm never mad i pay so much to her, but i will not happy if the medicine not cure her. However so far, she was doing fine, but her neck has little bit of wrying to the right, sudden she fell if she ran fast. I even helps her massage her neck every day.
Another thing was, i excluded my December rent at the beginning of my semester. Now i found out i ran out of money, however i still have a back up from my saving (which i used for travel and buying needed thing, emergency purpose). But after i bought my new camera, then those things came to me, medicine bill , rents...headache. I would said i did having bad weeks(instead of days).
Anyway, pray for my Popeye is getting better, she can naughty as she use to; i able to get my pay from my photographing, and bad luck will gone like a dark cloud.

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